I left the apartment today. Which is good. I hadn't left all weekend. I went to church and then to a pick nick at the park but, it rained (I mean it poured!) so I came home a little earlier than I'd expected.
A good friend reminded me today that I shouldn't turn down all invitations to hang out because eventually people will stop calling me. I guess I should makes sure that as long as I still have time I should make sure that I continue to gather together with my friends. I cannot really explain why I enjoy my quietness and aloneness and that even when I want to be with people I cannot always bring myself to go out.
I need one of those people who loves to go out in my life, who will insist that I join in. Usually, when I do join in I have a wonderful time... it's just getting me there that's the problem. Anyway, I'm resolving to work on that... and the job thing. No luck yet. Unfortunately.