Uncertainty is my most loyal friend

I’m trying to figure out how to reconcile the desire to write with teaching, social activism, and family life. I’m unsure if I should pursue writing, teaching, international development, or some other type of work. I’m also not sure if I should go back to grad school.  I’m not sure if we should start having children.

Can I combine all of these things into something I love?  The only thing that is clear for me is that nothing is clear.